last night

it feels really good to make a decision. i made one, and it feels good.

so- last night we went over to our neighbors house for dinner. they invited this guy that we've met before and his "girlfriend" that apparently he's been having a long distance relationship with for quite some time but failed to mention so whenever he propositioned me and amber for sex one night as he was leaving hangfire wasted, or that other time when he was hitting on this poor girl at dinner at sakura, or that other time... you get the point. the guy is dirty. and she has no idea. i felt bad for her. we were sitting there talking, eating, drinking, and in my mind all i could think was 'poor girl she has no idea.' she's nice and asian.
she came up with the bright idea of having weekly dinners. one couple host one every week. normally i would think that really is a bright idea, but since i didn't really like her and i really don't care for her dirty "boyfriend" , i don't think it's a bright idea. i don't hate the girl at all really. she's just too nice for my liking. the questions she was asking me...it was like she read a how to have small talk book. i don't like that.

i wish that for a day i could change my name to keisha cole. i like the way it roles off the tounge. keisha cole