i just found out that my cousin, who is two years younger than me, and married, is having a baby in march. wow. instead of being happy for her, my initial response was that of absolute jealousy.
i hate that this is where i'm at right now.
i know it seems like this is all i think about, but it's really not. it's just moments like these that remind me that i'm not where i want to be in life at this juncture.
i just want to make it through the holidays and and get the job.
i might go take a nap. it's saturday and i'm allowed.
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