what?

how did i end up here again? i know the answer to that, but really, how did i manage to do this again for the same exact amount of time?
i consider myself a pretty level headed, no nonsense kind of gal and i think most people that know me think the same thing about me...so then, how did i let myself settle into the same kind of situation where i feel undervalued, taken advantage of, disrespected... i have to admit i'm embarrassed that i have let somebody treat me so poorly without consequence, for a second time. i should have learned my lesson the first time.
i'm moving out. getting my own place. i don't know how this will all end up, but i am a firm believer that what is meant to be will be. one thing i do know for sure is that i made a choice that i will no longer be treated in a way that i do not deserve. i put the control of what happens to my feelings in my hands. it feels good.