this is what i wrote crazy in response to a letter she wrote me. it reminded me of what a child does when they get caught doing something wrong. of course they cry from the guilt, and then they appologize profusely after they realize what they have lost. i did that in middle school, but since now i'm 27, and so is she, it gave me more reason to not want to continue with her in my life. i'm too grown for this shit you heard?!
when i responded to you that i had nothing to say to you either, i meant it. i don't mean that in a bitchy way, i just have nothing else to say about the issue. what's done is done.
as you probably know by now, i'm not working in the classroom with you. i made that decision on tuesday when you said that you wanted to work that way for the next two months. i on the other hand did not, so i removed myself from the situation. i will still be working at the school and it is my hope that our interactions will be civil. i know that i am capable of that since that is what i wanted and tried for from the beginning.
i know it took alot for you to write that letter and apologize, so i wanted to thank you for that. i accept your apology, although i do not wish to continue our friendship. you don't seem to understand boundaries and how to respect them and that is something that is very important to me in a friend. i have had many experiences in life to know that if it happened once it will happen again in one way or the other.
i wish you the best of luck and i want you to know that i don't harbor any bad feelings towards you.
like i said, what's done is done, and sometimes there is just no turning back.
jazmin
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